Monday, May 21, 2012

THE VELOCITY OF GOD'S WORD AND LOVE.

Gods word and love is rapidity of movement and grace. It never falters and it can't be measured using an anemometer. The wave of his love is projected daily into our hearts piercing us with his concern for what keeps us safe. Ponder on this when you think that nobody love you, peace.--Poeticjustice46

THE NEW MAN IN MY LIFE

It is important to release the power of love that is bubbling up in my heart for the king in my life. When I met him he took my breath away, voice dug deep down in my soul and brought up strength I forgot I had. His warm embrace held me captive and every finger search for place to caress the folds of my lips. His precious touch surround me and invited me into his heart. I never thought any man could bring this much joy and pleasure the only man I anticipated so long to see. Each time he visit me another woman brings him into my house and I do not mind because this man is so special I do not mind sharing him. I waited 26 years for this man he will teach nations about the love of God. Each day I hold him in my arms and thank God for him, a special gift formed in such a small package. King Alexander Covington 5lbs 7oz 18 inches at birth, My grand son! I love you.

Friday, May 18, 2012

WHY DO I LOVE HIM

In my life and in my mind I have wondered if I really love him, or have I shown him the love that he needs and deserves. Of coarse not, none of us has, to be honest some of us have spent more time with him, talk to others about him, but none of us have loved him the way he deserves to be loved. Preachers preach and teachers teach but none of us has loved him the way he deserves to be loved, not one. However, his love has covered our lack and made it so easy to come to him about anything that is going on in our life. I have turned my back on him, cursed at him, screamed at him, fell on my knees in front of him, got angry with him, and talk to him all night, refuse to do what he ask me to do, questioned him, ignored him, confronted him, and complained to him. I know that with all I have done he still listens to me, loves me, correct me (which is the most important part) blessed me, made me laugh when I cry, put me to sleep when I cry uncontrollably, teach me to laugh when bad things happen, teach me to love the unlovable, teach me to ignore wicked action (he got our backs), teach me to confront when needed, rebuke with love and to receive rebuke with love and still prosper me when I do not deserve it, now that's love. The most important teaching he taught me is to love myself so I can love his people. God loves us so much that no matter what you think we have done or still doing he has so much room in his heart to make you whole in him and love you  through whatever you are doing or thinking about doing. There is nothing so evil that he can't love you out of and make you who you are truly born to be, the joy he has for us is not unreachable. Ask him to come into your heart today so he can love you.--poeticjustice46

Thursday, May 17, 2012

WHEN GOD BLESSES

I understand hard times and confusion that goes along with life. I understand love, hate and relationships that come through our lives. I have strong hope and determine thoughts that string alone like a soft cloud on a windy day. My passion for life has long ago pass through turbulence from one heart to another hoping to settle on a love that God has bless long ago. Sometimes we see God work day and night never sleeping for our own soul to rest and not knowing that all this was just for me, a blessing I could not see. I fuss and I cry, don't know if I want to live or die, many voices in my head pulling side to side with "what if this and what if that" the meds taken to ease the pain and the loud noise in my brain,but nothing is greater than the still soft voice the covers me from head to toe.  I do not know what God has for me, if I my call him by his first name, Jehovah if you please, I get down on my knees and pray to a God that sits on high and look down low, never forsaking me, only braking me, making strong and pure, so when I look in the mirror I look just like him. I got to love him, I got no choice, besides he always talking to me with that soft still voice. He is my blessing, its finally real, not money, car or house, it is he who is the real thrill. Without him I would die, off to hell I would go then were would I be, a dead woman cant prosper, my life he has kept, so Jesus is my blessing, he is true. So when you count your blessing don't think of cars or jewels. Think of that lonely carpenter who came down to earth to carve a chair out of wood so you could have a seat in heaven. God bless you. --Poeticjustice46

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Self Hate

Adam and Eve are the first humans to walk the earth and enjoy the glory God had bestowed upon them. One mishap has lead a generation to become confused, depressed and violent toward each other. When it comes to men and woman, it is obvious that with some relationships self-hate is taking over relationships. Since God use a rib from a man to make woman, it is well to assume that if man hates a woman then in reality he is also hating himself. When a man look at a woman he is looking at a replica or reproduction of himself. If he look at her and realize she is here for him, to be a help meet in his life, then maybe he would look at her differently. However, when a man beats a woman physically or verbally then do he realize that he is beating himself and taking out on her the injustice that has covered the world. Do he realize that he is beating away the love that he could be covered in and do he realize that he is beating away the favor he could have from our Lord. Each negative word to her is a reflection of himself. Man be a man take care of your children, bless and not curse the earth daily with your love, intelligent and your faith. Be a priest and not a thief, a good woman is to be adored not treated like whores. Your children are to revere you as a noble man and father not hate you because you are not trust worthy, nor a hard worker, nor honest, nor loving, nor friendly in any circumstance or situation. So, man love your wife like Christ loves the church, be patient loving and kind; and most of all love God with all your heart, mind ans strength.--poeticjustice46