WHY DO I LOVE HIM

In my life and in my mind I have wondered if I really love him, or have I shown him the love that he needs and deserves. Of coarse not, none of us has, to be honest some of us have spent more time with him, talk to others about him, but none of us have loved him the way he deserves to be loved. Preachers preach and teachers teach but none of us has loved him the way he deserves to be loved, not one. However, his love has covered our lack and made it so easy to come to him about anything that is going on in our life. I have turned my back on him, cursed at him, screamed at him, fell on my knees in front of him, got angry with him, and talk to him all night, refuse to do what he ask me to do, questioned him, ignored him, confronted him, and complained to him. I know that with all I have done he still listens to me, loves me, correct me (which is the most important part) blessed me, made me laugh when I cry, put me to sleep when I cry uncontrollably, teach me to laugh when bad things happen, teach me to love the unlovable, teach me to ignore wicked action (he got our backs), teach me to confront when needed, rebuke with love and to receive rebuke with love and still prosper me when I do not deserve it, now that's love. The most important teaching he taught me is to love myself so I can love his people. God loves us so much that no matter what you think we have done or still doing he has so much room in his heart to make you whole in him and love you  through whatever you are doing or thinking about doing. There is nothing so evil that he can't love you out of and make you who you are truly born to be, the joy he has for us is not unreachable. Ask him to come into your heart today so he can love you.--poeticjustice46